o___O

yesterday, sum1 said, "u kno, u can buy happiness with money" and i said........

no that's not tru, i find happiness...with keane, whenever im beside him, even if it's during a storm, as long as he's there i am happy......and if i kno i haf friends, who are always there for me and care about me...im happy, not only that, but my parents and family, to kno that i can always fall on them, whenever ive messed up, and they are there to guide my way...these things make me happy....

and then i suddenly realized, i HAVE all these things...wat more....do i need? and, i knew then, that i am....truly happy and all despair left me, and now i wear a smile, that i hope will stay, but at least i haf this blog to remind me...of that happines...

:3 wish u all happiness

~Rei

In A World Of Ice and Snow

i just got home, it's almost 5 PM :P big difference between how i usually get home, i usually am by 4, 3:40 if i take the early bus....

...it was so cold. it IS still cold, i can still feel it within me, attempting to seep within my core, my flame. a haf a freeze burn that stretches from my nose to the end of my right cheek. i can feel it....my toes are the same, how i wish i coulda worn double socks. (omgosh, right now my dad is shoveling the driveway.....>.<)

when my mom gave me tea i immediatly drank it, not caring if i got burned or not, cause i knew feeling burned was better then feeling numb coldness. i burnt my palms, it hurt, but not as much as a cold bite, the hurt of the burning from the cup was welcoming, and i pressed harder, allowing it to seep into the bones of my hands. unfortunatly, it didnt seep enuff, and the tops of my hands r cold...so is everything else, cept my palms, which i feel no pain on, but only warmth......

ne who...enuff of my rantings of the cold...just remember ppl....KEEP WARM!! *mumbles something about getting a car...*

~HoSHi

i've heard of jerks, but i met one tonight that ill never forget

self explanitory, ive learned my lesson